But I have been keeping up with her and her boys and basketball.
But I still miss her very very much.
I think Julie could possibly be the most awesome, honest, and best best friend a person could have and I love her.
I mean even though she moved away and I don't see her that much anymore she hasn't disowned me and is still there for me and doesn't ditch me for anything..
And calls me up just to tell me whats happenin in her life. :)
I don't know how many true best friends (or even plain friends for that matter) that you will find in a lifetime.
I once thought that I had found my true best friend and it would last forever and it didn't. I thought the same thing about another one and it did... so I thought. Not so much now.
And at first I thought well I will put everything that I believe on hold and do things that I hate just to even be around her..
(even though she didn't wanna be or care to be around me)
But I have thought about it a long time and I wanna be true to myself and who I am and move on with my life.
I personally don't have that many friends that I can go to with anything.
But thats ok cause I know at the end of the day I was being who I am and not going to fake a friendship.
I am not ok with ending a friendship that I charished but I don't want a one sided friendship.
My life is far away from perfect. But I'm pretty much in love with that.
I'm happy for me and I am happy for everyone else that is happy as well.
But even though I hardly see Julie I know that she is still and always (hopefully) will be my BEST friend. :))
Life only last a little while.
And I only wanna share my experiences with the ones who care for me and wants to be apart of me and my life.
I'm in love.
With life that has a point!
Joy & puppy dog licks!
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